Can i go to a Deep Sleep ?
Sunday, May 9, 2010 @ 8:44 PM

 Im Tired , Really tired . Life is meaningless , isnt it ? Studies is all i can think of now . Because this few days i am squeezing out all of my brain juice just to memorise evry fcking details of each subjects . History is Over , Finally over . Dont knw how many times i revise history . YTd i revise 3 times for Chapter 4 -6 . Took me the whole entire day to push evrything inside . Maybe cause i too stupid or smth , revise so many times . I cant take it alr , feel like just giving up . All i cant think is all those words , details of the things i memorise times and times . Now i am stressing over Geo , Tmr geo . Geo Geo Geo , Guess i cant do anything except memorise the whole day agn -.- Need a long long long holiday aft 5 days of torturing Exams . Told mummy i wont be going to sch aft exams , she say kick me to sch . Ohmygod . Haha , But nvrmind , i knw she will let me anyway at least for 1 day . Exams . Really . Why so torturing . Stress out alr . Gonna plan wht i going to do aft i blog finish . Hmm . Now is 11.54 . Gonna revise at 12 till i dont knw when . Until i finish geo txtbook Chapter 1-4 . aft finishing , Might consider re revising agn or just go to sleep . Im tired . Seriously tired . Hmm , Or go out buy food to eat . Cause i am alr starving . Bought 6 dollar MCD pancake meal for breakfast , ate only 1 and a half pancake and 1 greentea . I didnt even touch my hashbrown ! Left a whole plate of food thr , Seems like a wastage . But didnt matter , dont feel like eating thts all . Nvr eat lunch cause mummy nvr cook , i lazy cook myself or take away from food stall . Gonna revise first more important than eating . Anyway history exams in the hall is 1 word : Pressurizing . May 2 words : Pressurizing and stress . Wrote down evry single detail i tried to stuff into my brain for this past few days . My hands ache . Left 10mins to check , i think its fine . But wrong 1 , 1 mark fly away le . Nvrmind , i need to buck up . Thts it . Buck up . Dont knw if i can finsh revising my Geo at this rate . Slow and Steady wins the race , but for me , Slow and Steady can go die alr -.- Havent touch my Geo txtbook , i stare it , it stare back at me only for the past .. Er . 30mins -.- Ohk la , enough of blogging . I want go Chiong le .
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